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[Friday
May 8th, 2009
12:45am
]
new year
new life
new journal


you can find me @ leftoverpuddles @lj
sincexalways @twitter
www.myspace.com/ourloveisrealtome



w00t

be safe plz
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[Thursday
May 7th, 2009
8:16am
]
  • 21:34 @thematesofstate I am deeply in love with a drummer who is on your tour but... le sigh. Nothing will ever come of this. #
  • 21:36 jen's internet is making me cry #
  • 21:47 bit.ly/gwaC9
    ugh. I love Obey. #
  • 21:48 @558989 ha ha ha ha <3 #
  • 22:52 @thematesofstate and by that I mean..... not Jason ha #
<3
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[Wednesday
May 6th, 2009
9:46pm
]
http://evilmonito.com/2009/05/06/obey-lance-armstrongs-bike/

Lance Armstrong's OBEY bike.
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six flags [Wednesday
May 6th, 2009
9:29pm
]
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[Wednesday
May 6th, 2009
8:16am
]
  • 18:00 @jesssei pictures please #
  • 18:01 @eepiphanies is it okay??? #
  • 18:01 Funny G, Im in OC and you are not. #
  • 20:22 @jesssei the 1st one. FORSURE. the second one looks like ass #
  • 22:23 @peardoll uhhh.... Im waiting! #
  • 22:35 @peardoll Im going to try and take that as a compliment ha #
  • 22:39 @Steckel ASS #
  • 23:07 @Steckel thats it! Im going to make your life even more of a hell #
  • 23:09 @Steckel your twithug will not work on me #
<3
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[Wednesday
May 6th, 2009
12:19am
]
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Jens is fun times.
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[Tuesday
May 5th, 2009
11:36am
]
i need some steve zissou adidas
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[Tuesday
May 5th, 2009
8:15am
]
<3
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[Monday
May 4th, 2009
11:47pm
]
excuse me; i've mistaken you for somebody else. somebody who gives a damn; somebody more like myself.
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[Monday
May 4th, 2009
10:00am
]
off to jens.
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[Monday
May 4th, 2009
8:15am
]
  • 17:16 @cobradave now Im mad #
  • 19:56 I am so scared of flying. #
  • 21:42 almost done packing. finishing up some finals #
  • 01:13 I am determined. #
<3
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[Sunday
May 3rd, 2009
6:07pm
]
the unusuals is fucking rad.

I'm going to see Jen tomorrow and it couldnt be more needed. I need to chill. a change of scenery.
I decided I am going to lose 10 pounds in May. and subway will help me get there ha. If I eat a sandwich everytime I work... that will cut out alot of stupid quick snacks I get on my breaks.

I also synced my Iphone/Ical and started updating it. This oddly makes me feel better and at ease.
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[Sunday
May 3rd, 2009
11:28am
]
ah fuck. today I have to:

nails
walgreens to get meds + make copies of jen picz
clean my whole room
laundry for tomorrow
go running
pack


shit
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[Sunday
May 3rd, 2009
8:15am
]
  • 12:38 Tooth ache and stressin over finals. Blehhhh #
<3
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[Saturday
May 2nd, 2009
8:15am
]
  • 15:08 I am just a lullaby haze. #
  • 16:54 daddddaddddy #
  • 21:50 I am becoming pretty proud of my wardrobe. #
  • 22:12 @cobradave MAYBE! hahaha #
  • 22:20 I was actually PRETTY excited about these new PANTS I bought but SOMEONE >>> @cobradave had to put me on BLAST. #
  • 23:20 @cobradave I guess youre right. #
<3
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[Friday
May 1st, 2009
11:18pm
]
I would say my personality is a clear mix of the following.
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[Friday
May 1st, 2009
10:10pm
]
So after talking with my mom on the phone today I realised how long it had been since I fought with her. A year? We used to fight almost everyday or everytime we'd talk. I didnt think I cared because I could hide away in SSF in this little place I thought was safe. It only made it worse. Now I have this amazing relationship with my family and friends. I'd never want that to go away again.
Oh well. I cant get over the fact that I wasted 4 years of my life. Although, I have come to know how small 4 years was compared to what Ive experienced in the last year and a half.

I think my anxiety attacks are caused by things being too good. Like my entire birfday week I was stessin majorly. I was so worried something was going to go wrong like... it had to be too good to be true. I just never could have imagined that I'd be this happy. Everything falls into place I guess.

I just feel really lucky and the more I say it the more I'll remember it in hard times, whenever they arrive.

oh and heres me poopcaming with jen
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[Friday
May 1st, 2009
6:16pm
]
when we get it right
sorry
is redemption
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[Friday
May 1st, 2009
8:15am
]
  • 09:56 drinking my morning juicebox so I don't faint at work. I hate that my blood sugar is so low in the morns. #
  • 18:45 I reallllly outdid myself here. #
  • 23:39 terror is giving me attitude. bedtime! #
<3
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[Thursday
April 30th, 2009
8:00pm
]
May 4-9th. Southern California w/ Jen
June 12th-16th Michigan W/ Kali and Paige
August 24th-Sept 1st New York w/Kali to see Paige+Paige (weird, two paiges in NY)
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