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[Friday
May 8th, 2009
12:45am] |
new year
new life
new journal
you can find me @ leftoverpuddles @lj
sincexalways @twitter
www.myspace.com/ourloveisrealtome
w00t
be safe plz
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[Thursday
May 7th, 2009
8:16am] |
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[Wednesday
May 6th, 2009
8:16am] |
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<3
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[Wednesday
May 6th, 2009
12:19am] |
Jens is fun times.
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[Tuesday
May 5th, 2009
11:36am] |
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i need some steve zissou adidas
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[Tuesday
May 5th, 2009
8:15am] |
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<3
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[Monday
May 4th, 2009
11:47pm] |
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excuse me; i've mistaken you for somebody else. somebody who gives a damn; somebody more like myself.
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[Monday
May 4th, 2009
10:00am] |
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off to jens.
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[Monday
May 4th, 2009
8:15am] |
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[Sunday
May 3rd, 2009
6:07pm] |
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the unusuals is fucking rad.
I'm going to see Jen tomorrow and it couldnt be more needed. I need to chill. a change of scenery.
I decided I am going to lose 10 pounds in May. and subway will help me get there ha. If I eat a sandwich everytime I work... that will cut out alot of stupid quick snacks I get on my breaks.
I also synced my Iphone/Ical and started updating it. This oddly makes me feel better and at ease.
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[Sunday
May 3rd, 2009
11:28am] |
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ah fuck. today I have to:
nails
walgreens to get meds + make copies of jen picz
clean my whole room
laundry for tomorrow
go running
pack
shit
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[Sunday
May 3rd, 2009
8:15am] |
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<3
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[Saturday
May 2nd, 2009
8:15am] |
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[Friday
May 1st, 2009
11:18pm] |
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I would say my personality is a clear mix of the following.
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[Friday
May 1st, 2009
10:10pm] |
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So after talking with my mom on the phone today I realised how long it had been since I fought with her. A year? We used to fight almost everyday or everytime we'd talk. I didnt think I cared because I could hide away in SSF in this little place I thought was safe. It only made it worse. Now I have this amazing relationship with my family and friends. I'd never want that to go away again.
Oh well. I cant get over the fact that I wasted 4 years of my life. Although, I have come to know how small 4 years was compared to what Ive experienced in the last year and a half.
I think my anxiety attacks are caused by things being too good. Like my entire birfday week I was stessin majorly. I was so worried something was going to go wrong like... it had to be too good to be true. I just never could have imagined that I'd be this happy. Everything falls into place I guess.
I just feel really lucky and the more I say it the more I'll remember it in hard times, whenever they arrive.
oh and heres me poopcaming with jen
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[Friday
May 1st, 2009
6:16pm] |
when we get it right
sorry
is redemption
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[Friday
May 1st, 2009
8:15am] |
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[Thursday
April 30th, 2009
8:00pm] |
May 4-9th. Southern California w/ Jen
June 12th-16th Michigan W/ Kali and Paige
August 24th-Sept 1st New York w/Kali to see Paige+Paige (weird, two paiges in NY)
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